AnonS5
March 31st, 2011, 16:03
Circumcision is just like castration. I don't feel like my prepuce was cut off from me, I feel like I was cut off of my prepuce. I am a guy who has been genitally mutilated and I am not okay with it, I speak out against it and I want to take charge of myself, my life, and my body when I didn't even have that right as a child, and someone else touched, fondeled, mutilated, and took charge of my body physically and sexually without my consent, mutilated my body, and forcibly hacked off in full pain a functional and necessary and one of the most important parts of my body against my will and without my consent. I will never be okay with that. I will never be okay with that.
I will always be angry, sad, and depressed. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't thought about what was done to me. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't been depressed. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't been angry that I have been mutilated. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't been upset that I have been put at risk for death, infection, have been sexually diminished to the point where sex or masturbation has become a chore, with no feeling , painful, and uncomfortable and how I have been so outraged that my sex has been stolen from me and diminished and that I may never feel what sex is truly supposed to feel like as nature intended!
You can see why men try to be so manly and hard when they have to make up for their manhood from being ripped away from them and mutilated and diminished at birth! There has not been a day where I have not thought of putting myself out of this hell and suffering and killing myself. Do you want this for your children? They will find out the truth and suffer just like me. Do you want your children to be depressed, angry, and suicidal and turn those feelings on you? Because someone took away from me what I was born with I have to fight and try my best to raise money for www.foregen.org to regenerate everything I lost to circumcision to become intact once more. I can't enjoy what I was born with and what nature gave to me, I have to fight to get back my birthright that was taken away from me.
What parent wants their kids to endure this hell and probably fall to it and kill themselves? Keep your children whole, here's all the research you need: www.thewholenetwork.org www.tlctugger.com www.foregen.org http://www.cirp.org/library/psych/goldman1/ www.norm.org www.circumstitions.com Keep your children whole and dont let them suffer like me!
A person told me genital mutilation is not rape, and that it's insulting to call it torture. Let me describe this, anyone can quote this if they like: You take a baby from their parents arm in the hands of a garbed cold, emotionless stranger, if the parents don't go, the baby is taken away alone and scared. The baby confused may cry and is placed on a cold table.
The baby is strapped down to a circumstraint (torture device: http://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/168271_10150091971953024_502498023_6102771_7741078 _n.jpg?dl=1) and held down against their will. Then the child is humiliated, the baby cries for the doctor to stop, and the doctor rips the clothes off of the baby against their will and without their consent and they're obviously saying no (just like rape).
The baby wanting to escape and begging for the doctor to stop is ignored, their cries ignored and the doctor comments to the nurse that this is normal, or this is annoying and the baby wont be quiet. The doctor then takes out their surgical tools, be it clamps, the mogen, the plastibell, or other sharp tools for mutilating the penis. Before cutting off 70% of the child's penis, (in the case of females, the doctor would cut off the baby's clitoris or labia in the same manner without this next step) the doctor has to give the child, an ERECTION before the surgery (how is this not rape?)
The screaming, already traumatized child is then grabbed by the doctor, the doctor fondling his genitals, an adult touching a child's penis or vagina (pedophile) then not only sexually assaults the child further incurring more trauma, then forcibly jams a tools into the prepuce fused to the glans to forcibly separate it. The baby screams in excruciating pain, with or without anesthesia because even with it the baby is more sensitive than an adult (babies dont feel pain? punch a baby and say that to my face and you'll see if you dont feel pain).
If the child has not passed out already from the trauma, pain, blood, and shock, or has not fallen into shock after the doctor forcibly rips away the fused prepuce, the doctor then slices off the prepuce with the baby even with anesthesia feeling this pain intensely and more than any adult would. For any person that says their child was a trooper and didn't cry, by that time the child can't cry because the child has fallen into a semi-comatose (the child is basically in a short coma - which could probably cause brain damage) state caused by the trauma, pain, all the crying, etc.
Afterwards the wound burns intensely as the doctor cleans it. And if you think it ends here, the pain from genital mutilation (be you male or female and this was done to you) lasts for up to a year. For a baby or child to be brought back to this traumatic event every time their diaper is changed, everytime their parent has to remove their clothes to change a diaper or wash them, everytime they get a shock of pain from the open and healing wound and scar, everytime they feel pain, get pricked, get a shot, see a doctor, get held, etc there are millions of ways to bring back this trauma conciously and subconciously.
Everytime I remember what was done to me at the age of 2, I feel horrible, to know this was done to me, to know that I was raped, fondled, touched, mutilated, hurt, abandoned, traumatized, and put through this much pain it kills me inside.
You wonder why victims of trauma can't trust - the ultimate breach of trust occurred when they are traumatized and in this case their parents promise to protect them at birth and they are subjected to this and the promise is broken, in some cases the parents willingly submit their children to this knowingly or unknowingly. How can you trust when you trusted your parents to protect you and this happen? This is why victims of trauma have such trust issues.
You wonder why people who have been traumatized, raped, or mutilated in this way male or female, are so angry, it's a defense mechanism just like depression, withdrawl, addiction, etc when they find out this happened to them or still from the trauma the anger , pain, etc is a subconcious defense by the pain to cope by the trauma incurred.
You wonder why american men, mutilated men, victims of trauma, or victims of female mutilation are always so angry, or even crazy, or off or messed up in some way, and this is why!
You always ask yourself why are people like this, and this is one of the reasons why! Another, baby ear piercings, etc mutilation on a defenseless child when the brain is at its most vulnerable and developmental stage!
You wonder why people have depression, anxiety, are suicidal, have anger issues, and etc emotional, psychological, or mental disorders. Of course when you've been traumatized in such a horrible way!
Do you know how traumatic and how much damage and even brain damage this causes? http://www.cirp.org/library/psych/goldman1/ http://www.circinfosite.com/11.html http://www.drmomma.org/2011/03/he-didnt-cry-babies-in-shock.html
No one should have the right to tell me circumcision, genital mutilation in general of males and females is not rape, is not traumatic, is not psychologically impactive, and does not damage the brain when such a traumatic thing is done to the brain at such a developmental stage.
I had to let this out, I was just feeling horrible today.
I will always be angry, sad, and depressed. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't thought about what was done to me. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't been depressed. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't been angry that I have been mutilated. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't been upset that I have been put at risk for death, infection, have been sexually diminished to the point where sex or masturbation has become a chore, with no feeling , painful, and uncomfortable and how I have been so outraged that my sex has been stolen from me and diminished and that I may never feel what sex is truly supposed to feel like as nature intended!
You can see why men try to be so manly and hard when they have to make up for their manhood from being ripped away from them and mutilated and diminished at birth! There has not been a day where I have not thought of putting myself out of this hell and suffering and killing myself. Do you want this for your children? They will find out the truth and suffer just like me. Do you want your children to be depressed, angry, and suicidal and turn those feelings on you? Because someone took away from me what I was born with I have to fight and try my best to raise money for www.foregen.org to regenerate everything I lost to circumcision to become intact once more. I can't enjoy what I was born with and what nature gave to me, I have to fight to get back my birthright that was taken away from me.
What parent wants their kids to endure this hell and probably fall to it and kill themselves? Keep your children whole, here's all the research you need: www.thewholenetwork.org www.tlctugger.com www.foregen.org http://www.cirp.org/library/psych/goldman1/ www.norm.org www.circumstitions.com Keep your children whole and dont let them suffer like me!
A person told me genital mutilation is not rape, and that it's insulting to call it torture. Let me describe this, anyone can quote this if they like: You take a baby from their parents arm in the hands of a garbed cold, emotionless stranger, if the parents don't go, the baby is taken away alone and scared. The baby confused may cry and is placed on a cold table.
The baby is strapped down to a circumstraint (torture device: http://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/168271_10150091971953024_502498023_6102771_7741078 _n.jpg?dl=1) and held down against their will. Then the child is humiliated, the baby cries for the doctor to stop, and the doctor rips the clothes off of the baby against their will and without their consent and they're obviously saying no (just like rape).
The baby wanting to escape and begging for the doctor to stop is ignored, their cries ignored and the doctor comments to the nurse that this is normal, or this is annoying and the baby wont be quiet. The doctor then takes out their surgical tools, be it clamps, the mogen, the plastibell, or other sharp tools for mutilating the penis. Before cutting off 70% of the child's penis, (in the case of females, the doctor would cut off the baby's clitoris or labia in the same manner without this next step) the doctor has to give the child, an ERECTION before the surgery (how is this not rape?)
The screaming, already traumatized child is then grabbed by the doctor, the doctor fondling his genitals, an adult touching a child's penis or vagina (pedophile) then not only sexually assaults the child further incurring more trauma, then forcibly jams a tools into the prepuce fused to the glans to forcibly separate it. The baby screams in excruciating pain, with or without anesthesia because even with it the baby is more sensitive than an adult (babies dont feel pain? punch a baby and say that to my face and you'll see if you dont feel pain).
If the child has not passed out already from the trauma, pain, blood, and shock, or has not fallen into shock after the doctor forcibly rips away the fused prepuce, the doctor then slices off the prepuce with the baby even with anesthesia feeling this pain intensely and more than any adult would. For any person that says their child was a trooper and didn't cry, by that time the child can't cry because the child has fallen into a semi-comatose (the child is basically in a short coma - which could probably cause brain damage) state caused by the trauma, pain, all the crying, etc.
Afterwards the wound burns intensely as the doctor cleans it. And if you think it ends here, the pain from genital mutilation (be you male or female and this was done to you) lasts for up to a year. For a baby or child to be brought back to this traumatic event every time their diaper is changed, everytime their parent has to remove their clothes to change a diaper or wash them, everytime they get a shock of pain from the open and healing wound and scar, everytime they feel pain, get pricked, get a shot, see a doctor, get held, etc there are millions of ways to bring back this trauma conciously and subconciously.
Everytime I remember what was done to me at the age of 2, I feel horrible, to know this was done to me, to know that I was raped, fondled, touched, mutilated, hurt, abandoned, traumatized, and put through this much pain it kills me inside.
You wonder why victims of trauma can't trust - the ultimate breach of trust occurred when they are traumatized and in this case their parents promise to protect them at birth and they are subjected to this and the promise is broken, in some cases the parents willingly submit their children to this knowingly or unknowingly. How can you trust when you trusted your parents to protect you and this happen? This is why victims of trauma have such trust issues.
You wonder why people who have been traumatized, raped, or mutilated in this way male or female, are so angry, it's a defense mechanism just like depression, withdrawl, addiction, etc when they find out this happened to them or still from the trauma the anger , pain, etc is a subconcious defense by the pain to cope by the trauma incurred.
You wonder why american men, mutilated men, victims of trauma, or victims of female mutilation are always so angry, or even crazy, or off or messed up in some way, and this is why!
You always ask yourself why are people like this, and this is one of the reasons why! Another, baby ear piercings, etc mutilation on a defenseless child when the brain is at its most vulnerable and developmental stage!
You wonder why people have depression, anxiety, are suicidal, have anger issues, and etc emotional, psychological, or mental disorders. Of course when you've been traumatized in such a horrible way!
Do you know how traumatic and how much damage and even brain damage this causes? http://www.cirp.org/library/psych/goldman1/ http://www.circinfosite.com/11.html http://www.drmomma.org/2011/03/he-didnt-cry-babies-in-shock.html
No one should have the right to tell me circumcision, genital mutilation in general of males and females is not rape, is not traumatic, is not psychologically impactive, and does not damage the brain when such a traumatic thing is done to the brain at such a developmental stage.
I had to let this out, I was just feeling horrible today.