What this process means to me.

[Fantasie]

What this process means to me.

One day, 4 years down the road, I will wake up, sprawled in any direction that I saw fit to sleep in, and get in the shower. I won't cringe like I used to, being able to bathe in the warmth of the water to warm me up while I wash my face off. I won't scrunch up my nose and as gently as possibly wash off the previous nights oil off with multiple washings, to make sure I'm clean. (Every time I wondered why it was that my own hand could have been so abrasive to another part of my own body.) When getting out, I can wipe myself off without tucking my feet in between my legs and strategically drying off my legs. I can get dressed then and there without taking 20 minutes to adjust before getting my pants on. I can bound down the stairs, out of my apartment, without taking one step at a time. I will be able to make bathroom breaks a 45 second reality. I will be able to go swimming, sometimes spontaneously, even, without preparing for it prior to, and not having to call it quits early because I'm getting sore, in spite of the 4 ply silk-lined underwear. I will be able to only feel minor pains psychologically (though this wasn't really a problem when the tugger was on, although I had to concentrate not to let my boner get to a certain percentage) when I get a boner throughout the day. Lastly, I will be able to masturbate-- fully and completely-- without trying to block out the discomfort and twinges of pain that you hope will never come. Finally, I can sleep in any position I desire-- on my stomach is my favorite; I've just always liked sleeping like this. Instead, long gone are the days when I swab my penis in body butter: a beacon of white, paying careful tread to move partially in the fetal position as I sleep, so that your penis is always hanging in the air. I won't know what it was like to partially wake up, angered by the flash of pain that I had, but just trying to ignore it so that I can get back to sleep. Imagine a cat's tongue, glued to its paw, swiping at your privates. This is the extreme of the sensation I felt.
But this is over now, everything is better. I am with the love of my life and we're getting married in 6 months. I can get dressed, take showers, walk up stairs and sit down all without interruption. What's even more astonishing is that I can run, jump, play, play sports, swim, dance, masterbate, and thoroughly enjoy making love with my sweetheart. Life is good.



These are my methods that I've come to. They provide the best means of tugging for me so far. Maybe they'll help someone else.


My Methods Current:

Nightly Healing oils- Apply Burts Bees rich and repairing body butter on at night before bed. Optionally masterbate, as this is the best means that I've found of doing so. I at least try to have a conscious erection, to stimulate blood flow into my penis and get fresh blood to the area.

After Shower: wash off, sometimes with a pad of soft shirt fabric, sewn together and gently dry off my penis to accelerate the drying process

Alternative glans lube- I use my own mucus under my glans corona, where it meets the shaft because 1 it's part of my body and I know where it came from versus the lotion and 2, if there is excess moisture in the TLC-X tugger, all I have to do is let it dry, and the tugger can better stick, adding friction, instead of a rewashing and whole day/afternoon of possible pain due to abrasion.

Baby bottle nipple- **I use a baby bottle nipple for if the tugger comes off and can't go back on. This is invaluable, it grips very well. (NUK, silicone, made in Germany)

Ice-water: I haven't used this for a while, but the ice-water feels really nice after a (hard*) day of tugging.

Vitamins: Centrum A-Z, Flax Omega 3 oil. I take these usually daily.


*I regret tugging as hard as I did, but from the above, you might be able to tell too that I was frustrated. I've not changed my CI, but I'm doing at most 1 oz. external and a light tension inside. Doing this very light, basically retaining, I think I've noticed more change in a week that in a few months of tugging hard. I'm very quality oriented, and I want this to be good: no stretch marks or lots of hair. The stretch marks were starting to come. I'm looking to establish a good foundation of healthy tissue.



Don't tolerate any pain, and live long and perspire.

[ron1]

At this point, I think tugging might be more effective that creams,oils. I have noticed that once the glans/inner foreskin are continually covered, the sensitivity level really goes up. It's at this point that I think the creams and oils might be more effective.

Essentially, at C1, you are at the beginning. I started at C1 and now I am at C5 - it has taken three years of mostly manual tugging. However, realistically, I think I need to get to around C8 to be satisfied - 3 more years? Tough to say...

At any rate, the pleasure now far exceeds any sexual pleasure I have ever had, so all my chips are in the pot at this point. I think you will not be disappointed on this point....