Story And Progress Of A Teen

[Jason321]

The Story And Progress Of A Teen
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What Am I Going To Be Writing About?
I am going to be writing about my progress of some days of my life, not every day just some, those days being the days I use my TLC-X and what I am thinking and feeling like. Secondly I am going to write about how I started using the TLC-X and my experience of having this deformity. Please keep in mind that I am only 16 years old as of this moment and I am not very good at blogs but I will try my best.
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Why Are You Doing This?
I am doing this mainly to keep me motivated to reach my target and to find some progress in restoring as It is not going very well for me at the moment, I am using the TLC-X but I dont think I have enough slack skin to use it but I will switch from using that and manually tugging. Also for me to look back at in the future and see what was happening at some of the days. Lastly It is also to try and motivate you guys if you are not doing so well and getting bored, If it does that I will have a big smile on my face



My Story.....
It all started when I was around 6 years old and I didnt have a clue what was happening around me, I think my dad had been talking to his family and his family where trying to persuade him to get me circumsized. The very earliest of this process happening is when he told me to pee into a bottle for some money which of course I agreed too. (I had no choice really) From then on I would pee into a bottle every time I went to the toilet for around 5 days where I got took to a local hospital and got told to take off all of my clothes, I refrused to take off my clothes and I carried on putting them back on as my Dad took them off me, he started to get mad at me but I still refrused until it came to the point of which the person in that room told my Mum and Dad that they can't do something for some reason.

Around about a few months later we went to Tunisia for two weeks and stayed in a hotel (the country my Dad is from), It was pretty fun, playing in the pool with my sister, going to shows, visiting the zoo, and my Dads family and much more stuff. Near the end of the holiday we visited a hospital and my Dad told me to go into a room which was infront of us and also said he would be in there with me in a moment, my Mum was crying and looked really angry whereas my sister was also angry as she chewed on her chewing gum. I was really brave that day as I would normally never go into a room without my Mum or Dad. I entered the room where there was about 4 surgeons around me, one surgeon said "sit down in this chair and lie back", so I did that and I think he said something like "You will fall asleep in a moment, just relax". As the surgeon leaned over me and put the gas mask on me I remember trying to shout out "I feel sick, I feel sick, I feel sick, I feel sick" but I couldnt...... I slowly went to sleep shortly after trying to say that.


Later that day I woke up in a bed with a burning down below, I didn't have a clue what had happened, my Mum was still crying and then she settled down a bit and told me that nothing bad has happened and that I had a bug which had been healed and I will be ok in a minute. My Nephew who was about 2 years younger than me had also been circumsized and he was in the other room getting presents from a person who was something to do with the government over there apparently, I remember that he got a toy fire truck and other stuff whereas my Dad told me he will get me anything at all that I wanted for when I got home and I will also get a suprise. I told him that I wanted the new Grand Theft Auto and he said ok, I also remember having a dream ( I think it was a dream or It was me thinking what was going to happen when I get home) about there been a parade going up and down the street to celebrate me being brave ( I don't have a clue why :S) That Is my story of what happened when I got circumsized.... the worst day of my life looking back

Now, years later I realize that I have been circumsized after finding out about it learning about something in school and it popped up, I kept It quiet from my mum that I know what has happened to me for around about 2 Years until after when I find out that It affected sex and that nobody else around me has had this happened to them. My friends would sometimes talk about masturbation and about foreskin and stuff, sometimes even about how horrible circumsision is and that they feel sorry for people that have been circumsized. I remember one day where I was out with my mates and they asked me If I was circumsized and I quickly responded "what? no im not circumsized, what the hell..." I was really embarassed that day as I was out with a girl that I really liked at the time and I felt like an idiot.

The day I decided to talk to my mum about It I told her that I had been reading up about It on Google and that I wanted to restore It useing a device which Is sold on the internet that everyone uses, I didn't read up anything about the TLC-X at the time and just thought I could use it with my slack skin through the excitement of knowing about It. My mum was telling me that she tried her best not to let it happen to me and she was talking about what I would feel like if my Mum and Dad split up for some reason, she then started crying for ages. I know that my Mum is fully against It and I know that It was my Dad that forced it on her so she couldnt do anything, nowadays I can't even look and talk to my Dad propably because there will always be hatred in myself of what he did to me and there always will be. My Mum also told me that she didn't have a clue about me getting circumsized until she realized without my Dad telling her at the hospital. I just hope I reach my goal, because knowing I am what I am at the moment makes me feel really sad at times.

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My Inactive Blogs


>>>>24th July 2011<<<<
Today after a few days of not doing any tugging what so ever I went on Counter-Strike and a person said to me "hay come and look at my poster here", that poster happened to be someone lieing down with his penis sticking out and surgeons messing with it, looking to me like he was being circumsized. I said what is it and he replied saying "its an STD being cured", that has now motivated me to use my TLC-X today and also made me make my mind up of making a blog Have done a bit of manual tugging after my TLC-X slipped off

>>>>25th July 2011<<<<
At 6:00pm once again someone showed me a poster on Counter-strike, I don't know what is going on im starting to think that he knows what I'm typing into the internet and stuff because he always says my name and shows me this horrible poster, but I'm kind of glad in a way because he is motivating me to carry on. I am embarrased.

>>>>22nd September 2011<<<<
Looking at these comments gives me alot of motivation to carry on using the TLC-X. I Started college a few weeks ago, always say to myself 'ok im going to use the TLC-X today' whereas sometimes after I masterbate I lose motivation and say to myself that I will do it the following day whereas I dont because I forget :S, not in college tommorow, I am now going to go and have a quick shower and clean my TLC-X and wear it over night. QUICK QUESTION if anybody see's this: I am a CI-1 and I have seen people say that you need to be a CI-2 / 3 but I can still wear the device but It is like not all shaft skin some of it in the scrotum skin, would this still build up some shaft skin for my penis and make my CI go higher towards a CI-2 wearing the device or not? I dont know whether I would make progress using the TLC-X as I dont have the recommended Coverage. (Dont know if that made sense but I hope it did).

>>>>08 October 2011<<<<
Today has been a big day for me, I went to a friends party shortly after college which finished at 5:00pm, when I was at the party my really good friend told me to come outside to talk to me for a minute. He discussed some personal information about his life to me and a difficulty he is going through at the moment, he then said 'didnt you get circumsized when you was a kid' and I paused for a moment and said 'no no no, my Dad was going to get me done but my mum stopped it' he then went on to say he would like to be circumsized himself and that it is better because its healthly and stuff, I don't know if he seriously meant he wanted to be circumsized but all I care for now is that he doesnt mention a word to another other of my mates.... Later that dad at 02:04am when I got home I said to my mum that I need to talk to her. I explained what my friend said to me and she said that she told my friends mum because she was going through a rough time and needed someone to speak to. I understand this in a way and I don't want to now make my mum feel bad as I know she was totally against me circumsized so I just stopped talking about it as my mum is a very emotional person.

[Jason321]

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Thanks Guys

[intact]

That is fucking sick!

[Jeff_MP]

You were incredibly brave that fateful day, and Im sorry you were coherced against your will into something so awful. You are alot braver in me, that you would speak to your parents on the topic of circumcision. I cant seem to bring myself to do it, because whenever I speak on something serious, it always gets thrown back in my face. I commend you on your bravery. (I am 17, 18 in sep. if it means anything)

[glittleblue]

That is Outrageous! I feel bad that you had to go through that. I would be really angry if that would have happened to me. Your dad gave in to peer pressure instead of doing whats right for his son. At least your mom tried to stick up for you. It is also good that she is supportive of you and what your doing. You are definitely brave for dealing with that then and coming on here to share this with all of us. Good luck to you and to your future restored foreskin.

[intact]

It's like reading about a kid getting raped except it's culturally and legally accepted.

[Barthos01]

Originally Posted by intact

It's like reading about a kid getting raped except it's culturally and legally accepted.

I know what you mean. I think I'm gonna be sick.

[Jason321]

thanks for the comments guys, and I really do hope I make I see some noticeable progress because If I do I will be extremely happy and that little change will make me achieve my goal

Im sorry if my blog is hard to read, I'm not good at stuff like this but I have changed a few bits so it is easier to read.

[intact]

It'd be a lot easier to read if you wrote about the time when you punched your father in the jaw!

[RestoreMeASAP]

what country are you from, and what country did you go on holiday when they had you circumcised?